So tired that I can't sleep...

So I'm exhausted. My body hurts because I'm so tired. But I'm not sleepy. I can't fall asleep. I have a ton of things on my mind. Tomorrow is Abby's birthday party...naturally I'm obsessing about that being perfect for her. I am also mulling over the whole I'm-in-remission-which-is-great-but-now-what-do-I-want-to-do-with-my-life thing.