Having a breakdown....

I am so burnt out. And I'm finding it hard to be a nice person.

I hate to be busy, and we've been super busy lately. I feel like we haven't had time to just be a family in awhile. I'm so tired that I don't have the energy to be an attentive wife or mother, let alone time for myself.

My anxiety has been a huge problem for me lately too. I notice that the more rundown or stressed I get, the worse the anxiety gets. It's almost as though I have a lower threshold for how much stress I can take before I have an attack.

I find myself snapping at Josh and the kids. I have been dealing with headaches too. This really sucks. Hopefully our schedule will slow down and we'll be able to take some time to relax.